Case Study: Reena 2: Take Control Of Your Life.
Past Life Regression Case Study
PAST LIFE REGRESSION THERAPY
Day 2:
She reported that she had a good afternoon nap yesterday and a good night’s sleep. But she also had a headache at night which was now fine.
1:30 hours of Reiki > Induction > Progressive relaxation > Guided to the healing garden visualization.
T: Let’s go back to when you were 21. Choose any memory that you want. Be in that memory…see it.. feel it…with emotions and feelings..Be there with all your senses..
C: [eyes moving]
[10 min pause]
[eyes moving rapidly]
T: Whenever you’re ready to tell me, you can start narrating…
C: I see myself when I was 21…when I started my training..
T: Where was this training?
C: Uppal’s Orchid..
T: What are you doing there?
C: I’m outside the dining room cabin..room service cabin… wiping a cup… I did my 6 months of industrial training at Uppal’s Orchid. It’s there where I met Vishal for the first time.
T: Completely be in that scene…remember it vividly using all your senses..
C: [long pause]
I see him! Pulling room service order taker into the cabin. I thought he was very angry at that time..I thought, “What a man he is?? How can he talk to a girl like this?”.
And then I was wiping a cup. He walks out of the cabin and walks towards me and says, “Madam, thoda aram se wipe karo! ” (Madam, wipe it with care!) and walks by…
T: What happens after that?
C: Can’t see anything else……but I see when [inaudible..] buffet is there. The restaurant is busy..he is teaching us…teaching us silver service… then [inaudible] se bola ke mujhe sikhao (told him to teach me) and he shows me how to serve.
Shashi sir is there.. Ballu sir is there…
T: What are your emotions?
C: Happy…
T: Do you want to go back to an even earlier time?
C: [lifts finger for yes signal]
T: [I guide her to a memory in her childhood] Just let me know when you’re ready to narrate.
C: Summer vacation… hum log Rishikesh gye the..(we went to Rishikesh) Mumma.. Papa… Meeta aunty… and Jhonn-…. Vishal uncle.. Ankur, Akash…Family friends..
Laxman jhula!!… [smiles as if she saw it at that moment] I’m wearing red and black…something dress… Runjhun wearing same dress like me… Milton water bottles…[big smile]..
T: Are your parents there? Your dad there?
C: Papa….. [smile and love]
T: You can see him.. meet him…Be with him for a few minutes..
C: [crying with love]
T: Just feel all the love your family has for you…
C: We are by the sand… Gangaji… mummy saying, “idhar gehri hogi Ganga idhar nai jana…” (don’t go there, Ganga is deeper there)… there’s a Monkey..
T: Take a look around..
C: Gangaji ki aarti… trolley me beth ke hum upar jaa rahe hai…. Devi mandir hai…
Sham ko ganga ji ki aarti..
(We’re going to the top in a trolley…there’s a devi temple.. Gangaji prayer in the evening) lot of people there…
T: See, it is so easy to remember! [she had doubts about this.]
C: Jahan ruke… hotel or dharamshala don’t remember.. udhar bhi niche Ganga Ji beh rahi hai…aur hum sab niche hai… mera ek dum se haath cchoot jata hai… mummy ne pakad lia zor se
[does holding action with both arms]
Arey! Reena ja rahi hai…ise pakdo… fir Vishal uncle ne Bachaya..
Papa bhi the! Vishal uncle ne pakda… bola ke chain pakad ke rakho nahi toh beh jaoge…
(The place where we stayed also had Gangaji flowing and all of us were there…I slipped in the water and mom held my hand tightly… saying “Reena is flowing away!! Hold her!” Vishal uncle saves me..My dad was also there…said keep holding the chain or else you’ll flow away)
[pause]
I can see I’m not well… I have viral… Uske baad…Kaan mein … (in the ear) infection..Viral fever..
T: Where are you at this time?
C: Anandnagar ghar agye …(came home) viral infection…
T: Your mom must be taking care of you?
C: Ya! Dr. Nandi… gave medicines..
T: What happened then? Did you recover?
C: Ya… [smiles with a sigh]
T: Completely feel the love and care of your family towards you..
C: [tears] [pause]
T: Whenever you’re ready we can go back even earlier… just give me a signal…
C: [lifts yes finger]
T: [I guide her back to her infancy or birth or in womb..]
C: I don’t remember anything from toddler age……except……I remember a nanny…. She is sleeping.. I have wooden toys.. and I go and bang one on her head! She is sleeping…
[both of us laughing]
I see a lot of talcum powder… I think I put a lot of powder on the floor…
I don’t remember anything else..
T: [Guided her back to the garden to rest…filled with light here…for 15 mins..]
[Decided to guide her to the hall of regression next with each door containing a memory with Vishal that can help her resolve the current issue with him… allowed her to select the door and raise a finger.]
C: [Raises a finger]
T: At the count of 1, open the door and step into the light and close the door behind you… 3…..2…..1…Go in… shut the door behind you..
[pause]
Just take your time to be aware of something… and let me know when you’re ready…
[pause]
Did you see the door?
C: Ya!
T: Do you want to open it?
C: Ya!
T: There’s a bright light behind that door… at the count of 1 open the door and step into the light…3….2….1…open the door and step into the light!
C: [eyes moving] I see a white light!
T: This is a healing light… peaceful…relaxing…you can ask questions to this light… just ask the light what do you need to learn from this pain?
C: [whispers question to the light]
[very startled and confused]
I’m getting like…. flashes of baby feet!!
T: Where do you see them?
C: When you asked me to walk down the stairs I saw baby legs….walking…I don’t see a baby… but the legs that are walking down are baby..
T: Walk down the stairs now… 10…9…8…..7…..6…5…4…3…2….1…let the scene with the baby come to your awareness…
C: Baby walking down! Baby wearing one anklet…a girl!
T: Just walk with her and see where she goes..
C: Standing on the stairs… one hand holding and one hand in her mouth…
T: Are there any adults around?
[pause]
Who else is there in your family?
C: MUMMY!!! [very excited]
T: Your mom is there?
C: Mumma….PAPA!!! Papa! Papa!!
[trying to hug him]
T: Who else is in the house?
C: Johnny!! Johnny!!
[she was petting the dog in the air]
Johnny, don’t lick Kaya!! [shooing him away, Kaya is the baby’s name]
[she had a dog named Johnny in her present life, but this was a past life she was visiting, her family was the same and she was identifying them by their present names]
T: What is your name? Ask your mom or dad…see what they call you..
C: Mummy says, Reena, Kaya ko leke ao! Kaya, mummy ke pas jaegi? (Bring Kaya, will you go to your mom?) Anandnagar….terrace…2 white chairs…
Manju Bhabhi!!
[pause]
Meetu didi…
[long pause]
I see Vishal..
T: Where do you see him?
C: He is around the family…
T: How is he related to you?
C: Pakdo Kaya ko! Mummy bula rahi hai…Mummy, dekho Vishal jaisi lagti hai na? Mummy?? Haina?? Nahin… thodi mere jaisi..hum dono pe gayi hai…mai toh hmesha se chahti thi mera bacha daddy pe jaye… jaise mai papa pe gayi hu.. haina mummy?…..
[laughs]…
Johnny door hato Kaya se…
[giggle]..
(Hold Kaya! Mummy is calling.. Mummy, see she looks like Vishal… No?? A little like me too. I always wanted my child to look like her daddy… just as I look like my Dad…No Mummy? [laughs].. Johnny, stay away from Kaya! [giggle]..”
T: Do you see Vishal with you?
C: I see him… Kaya god me hai… ( Kaya is in his lap)
T: Are you one family?
C: Ya me….Vishal…Kaya…Johnny…Mummy…Papa…papa….papa….[crying]
T: He is always with you…our loved ones are never lost…they’re always with us..
[pause, giving some space]
T: Whenever you’re ready… go to the cause of your painful relationship with Vishal that you have today…whenever you’re ready.. take your own time..
C: [long pause]
All I can hear is, “Tum bache ko hmesha aise hi chod deti ho??”. (You always leave our child alone like this?)
T: Whose voice is it?
C: Vishal’s. “Tum bache ko hmesha aise hi chod deti ho?” “Careless hoti jaa rahi ho…” (You always leave our child alone… you’re becoming careless)
T: What happens after he says this?
C: Beach!
T: What place is it?
C: All I can see is he is walking away..
[distressed]
No!!….
[trying to catch him]
He is walking away!… no!!..
[very distressed and difficulty breathing]
T: You can always float above and watch the scene if you’re uncomfortable..
C: “Meri taraf se sab decline!” (I’m declining everything) No!! NO!!!
T: What made him say this?
C: “Tum bohot careless ho! Aise hi chod deti ho?!” “Kaam kar rahi thi….” “kam karna zaruri nahi”
(You’re very careless… you leave her like this… “I was working…” ” Work is not important”.)
T: Where does he go after he walks away?
C: He is just walking…I’m running.. Vishal meri baat toh suno!!!…. Sab khatam hogea!! Nahi!! Nahi! Please meri baat toh suno!
(Vishal, please listen to me!! “Everything is finished.” No!! No!! Please listen to me!)
He is just walking away…
T: Move ahead a few days… see where he is..? Take your own time to assess the situation..
C: His mom wants him to get married. “Mai apni mom ki baat nahi taal sakta…wo sab kuch hai mere lie.. [inaudible] pata bhi ni hai hmari shadi–….”
(I can’t say no to my mom.. she is everything for me..)
[breathing heavily]
T: fir kya hota hai aage apki shaadi ke baare me? (What happens to your marriage then?)
C: ….everybody is there…..
T: Sab kya kar rahe hai? (What is everyone doing?)
C: Mummy ro rahi hai…. (Mummy is crying)
T: Kyu ro rahi hai mummy? ( Why is she crying?)
C: Mumma crying…
PAPA!! Papa!! [shouting “Papa” and crying]
T: It’s okay.. just float above the scene… there’s nothing to fear.. it’s all a memory..
C: Dad is gone…Papa is gone..
T: What happened to papa?
C: Scooter pe…..accident… abhi umar hi kyat hi papa ke jane ki… ( Accident on scooter….it was not his age to die…)
T: What was his age?
C: abhi 70 ke bhi ni hue the papa… (not even 70)
T: Can you tell me the year when this happened? Can you ask someone.. or check if there’s a calendar?
C: 1978! I see a calendar… 20th October 1978…
T: Where is Vishal during all this?
C: He is not there… I don’t see him..
Baby is with me… Kaya is with me….
[pause]
Bharath….Savi….(?)
T: Who are these people?
C: Vishal’s kids…. [present life kids]
He’s holding Bharath Savi’s hand… walking away..he doesn’t want to see me…
T: What makes him not wanting to see you?
C: His mom doesn’t like me..
[She was still in the previous life but mixing up children..]
T: [long pause…. More relaxation]
C: I saw someone.. it wasn’t clear… I felt it was Saurabh [present life husband]…
T: take your time to let it float to you…
C: Shaadi hori hai kisi ki… a wedding… I don’t know whose..
T: Dekho kiski shaddi hori hai.. dulha Dulhan ka naam hoga wahan pe?
(Try to have a look at the bride and the groom..)
C: Me and Saurabh!!
T: Is this the present life?
C: It’s me! 2005…
[she jumped back to the present life… I decided to go along]
T: How do you feel getting married to Saurabh?
C: Smiling…happy..
T: Was it an arranged marriage?
C: Matrimonial [draws something on hand]
T: What are your thoughts at the wedding? About Saurabh? About life with him?
C: My past is past. Saurabh is my present. I’ll make sure my past doesn’t affect my present… I won’t let my past affect my present and future..
T: What else is there for you to see here?
[wanted to take her the previous life’s end as that is very important]
C: Kaya, naani ki god me hai (Kaya is in grandmother’s lap)
[She is back to the previous life again..]
T: What were your hopes about the future in that life?
C: A happy life… Trust… Saurabh is holding Kaya’s hand and walking with her…
[Her present life husband is walking with her past life daughter, perhaps it is a picture of a good father for her daughter]
T: I want you to paint a picture for the future… visualize 5-10 years in the future.. how do you want it to look like?
C: I see myself…. I see Kaya… I see Vishal…. Together… 3 of us…
[once again she is in the previous life]
….beach again…
T: Ask yourself, why do you keep going back and forth to Vishal? Why do you keep going back to his memories?
C: I want to forget about Vishal… want to get rid of his memories…
[pause]
My head is getting very heavy [holding head]
T: [helped her let go of the heaviness and guided her to go to the end of that lifetime and reassured her that this is the last thing we’ll do today before we end the session].
C: [long pause]
T: Go to the end of that life… to your death scene… take your own time..
[long pause, multiple tries]
C: [sudden shock]
I DIED OF CANCER!! They say, “She died of cancer.”
T: Where was the cancer? Which body part?
C: Uterus mein cancer…
T: Are you able to see your body?
C: Yea! [In a matter-of-fact tone]
T: Are there people around you?
C: There are people… Vishal…Saurabh…
[She might have married Saurabh in that life also after Vishal left]
T: What year is it? Look for a calendar.
C: [searching expression] 2000??
No, it’s not 2000…. It’s Jan..82?? Jan… January 1982…My eyes are very weak… I can’t see….where are my glasses??…. My eyes have given up on me….that’s why I can’t see…
[Note: her birthdate in the present life is February 1982]
T: It’s ok now… just float above…and review your life… see what it was like..
C: [Sarcastic laugh] confusion…. full of confusion….. pata I ni kya karna hai… (just didn’t know what to do)
T: What lesson do you want to bring to your present life?
C: Control your own life… Don’t depend on anybody…
T: What are you seeing now?
C: See flashes of light…
T: That is the same light of wisdom and healing…What do you want it to do?
C: Please heal my pain…
T: Just ask and it’ll be done…
C: There’s something revolving on top of me…black and white light…
T: What is it doing?
C: [Takes a big breath in… taking in the light]
T: Just ask that light to help you heal your pain…and move forward…
C: [repeats the same]
T: Ask the light to help you come out of this situation… to be peaceful and happy…
C: [repeats]
[I guide her back to the garden….. take some rest and then brought her out]
Healing is a process…it takes a lot of time.. her healing has started today and will continue for a long time ahead.. I suggested her to give herself time to process these feelings and memories.. and follow up in a few weeks.
I’m thankful to the masters for giving me an opportunity to facilitate this session.